Friday, May 30, 2014

Magdalena. Maggie. Mags.

Magdalena. Maggie. Mags. What do I have to say about her? Well. Lets start off with the fact that she is one of my best friends. She is absolutely gorgeous. She wants to be a model. I want to be a fashion photographer. We help build each others portfolios which is pretty awesome. I originally met Maggie in seventh grade through a homeschool choir. We never talked though. Eventually in high school, we started to talk, but not really. It was just a random high or smile here and there. I always thought that she was like, the coolest, most popular person in choir. (She says that she wasn't.) In ninth grade, one of our mutual friends forced us to talk to each other. Apparently we were both telling our mutual friend how much we wanted to be friends with the other person. So now, one year later, we are really good friends. I'm so thankful for her. She is absolutely beautiful inside and out. Enjoy these pictures of this gorgeous girl.

Thursday, April 24, 2014

Love No Matter What.

This will be without a doubt, one of the most controversial blog posts that I can or will ever write. Even though that may be true, it is something that needs to be said. I feel like its something that I have been holding my feelings in about, and I think I should say it. I know people will not agree with me, and that's okay. I was recently sent a link. The video is called, "Growing Up Gay In The Church and What I Wish My Youth Pastor Knew." Here is the link- . The video is extremely relevant to how I feel about things in church. I grew up in a Christian church. Growing up I had overheard people talk about others being gay, but I never really understood it. It has only been within the last year or two that I truly understood it. I had always heard, "There is something wrong with them.", "You can't be gay and a christian at the same time.", "Why would you choose that?", and so many other things. People use the word gay in so many derogatory ways. This is something that has really touched my heart, and become important to me. I firmly believe that being gay, is not a choice. Nobody wants to loose friends or family. Nobody wants to be bullied to the point of depression or suicide. That is not a choice. It's not fair that people have to deal with people criticizing and hating them, because they cant control their sexuality. People shouldn't be scared to come out. 1 in 10 people are gay. 49% of gay people, haven't come out because they are scared. They are scared that everyone they thought loved them, will leave them. That should never be a problem. You loved them before they told you that they are gay. What changes in one sentence, that makes you hate them? Nothing should change. Nothing. You loved them before, you should love them now. Everyone should be treated fairly, no matter what their sexuality is. Didn't we just get equal rights for African-Americans, a short time ago? Why should this be an issue? It shouldn't. Whatever your sexual orientation is, you should have the exact same rights as everyone else. You shouldn't be treated any differently. No, I don't think that marriage between the same sex is right. It wasn't what God originally intended. However, since Adam and Eve sinned, this is the outcome. This is life now. We have to except it, move on, and love them wholeheartedly. My hope, is that I am a person that someone can come to and talk to. If no one else in their life will love and except them the way they are, I hope they know that I will. If anyone wants to talk to me about this, I would love to hear your thoughts!

Friday, March 7, 2014

Life. Death. Heaven. Happiness.

I don’t want to die; yet I do. I want to die because God says that heaven is amazing, and you are the happiest you have ever been. I could easily say, “Yeah, I’m happy.” But do we really know what happiness is? As long as there is evil in this world, we will never be truly happy. You can get to what you think is the happiest you can be. We all have a happy place. Mine is being creative like painting or photography, while its warm, in my bare feet listening to music. Other people can have a happy place like their room, or with their family. But that’s not really true happiness. I’m not sure what true happiness is, and I might not know until I get to heaven. I imagine true happiness coming from the inside, and shining through to the outside. True happiness is to be free from every worry, every fear, every problem, anything that’s holding you down. The closest we can get to that on earth is to smile from the inside, and that is even difficult to do sometimes. We walk around with almost a bubble of happiness. You think its real, but in reality its not. One wrong thing, and that bubble can pop. I imagine heaven being like a giant invincible bubble. Nothing, NOTHING can pop that bubble. NOTHING can ruin our true happiness we have. And yet, that sounds terrifying to me. Being in a world that is not the one I have grown to love, flaws and all? It is absolutely terrifying. Growing up, you have a feel of being infinite. You feel like nothing is going to happen. At this moment, I stop and realize the different steps of life, all leading up to heaven. You start out as a little egg in your mother’s womb and work your way up. Baby, toddler, child, teenager, adult, old person, then you just die. Like that. If you don’t do something with your life, your whole life was worth nothing. All those years, were worth nothing. They will be worth absolutely nothing. Why do so many people just sit there, for their entire life doing nothing? Because they feel infinite. They forget that they are going to die. They don’t realize that they are just wasting away. They don’t realize that they are going to leave this world without making a difference to it. Jude 1:22 says, “And of some have compassion, making a difference.” It’s saying, if you have compassion, you can make a difference. Those without compassion cannot make a difference. Matthew 5:16 says, “You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.” It means that you are a light! You were born a light, you were born to make a difference, and you were born to love life! But with that, you can either chose to hide your talents, and love of life, or you can choose to display it for everyone to see. You can choose to live a fulfilling life. But keep this in mind. Your life is to be fulfilling to God. Fulfilling to both of you, but you are suppose to live for God, not for yourself. Everyone wants to die remembered. Nobody wants to die and have nobody remember who they are. When celebrities die, they are remembered. They are remembered by many who think they know them, but very few who actually know them. Gandhi died and was, is, and will be remembered. He wasn’t famous for being a singer or actor. He was famous for the difference he made. He was famous for the words he spoke. He was famous because he put his heart on display. He put his heart out for everyone to see. He showed people his passions and how he felt about the world, how he felt about life. Some of my favorite quotes are, “Be the change that you wish to see in the world.” “Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.” “Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.” “Where there is love there is life.” “I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ.” “The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others.” “The future depends on what you do today.” “Man often becomes what he believes himself to be. If I keep on saying to myself that I cannot do a certain thing, it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it. On the contrary, if I have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it even if I may not have it at the beginning.” I am not really afraid of death. I am afraid of dying without making a difference in the world. I am afraid that I will die, and nobody will remember the difference I made. I do not want to be remembered for the differences I made. I want the differences to be remembered because it made the world a better place. I want to be remembered by the people I loved, because I want them to remember that I love them. I want my life to be a light for God. I want people to follow him because I nudged them toward him, and let God do the rest. I want to be able to display my heart for all to see. I want to love people as they have never been loved before. I want them to be loved in the deepest, most joyful way imaginable. I want to love because God first loved me.

Friday, May 17, 2013


I havent posted very much lately. Life has gotten pretty crazy. And when I say crazy, I mean CRAZY! So I guess I will start from the beginning. The last time I posted was in January, which is WAY too long. I guess I will just say some of the bigger things that happened. In the end of January my family and I went to Park City, Utah to go skiing. It was amazing! Sundance Film Festival was going on, so we got to go to that, and see some celebs, and crazy people. Some of the celebrities we saw were Paul Rudd, and Ashton Kutcher. We also saw a LOT of fur jackets. Don't wear fur jackets people. Its just not cool. In the beginning of February, I went on a retreat with my church, which was awesome. We went into inner city Philadelphia and volunteered at a couple different places. It was cool because my group actually went and volunteered at the same church that I volunteered at last summer. Not much actually happened in March, other than the fact that my little sister turned 12, and my dad turned 42. (I hope he isn't reading this.... he would probably kill me for telling you how old he is...). In the beginning of April, I went to my first Prom, and it was AWESOME. I had a GORGEOUS dress from ModCloth, I got to go with some of my amazing friends, and I actually kind of danced! Even though I cant dance..... In the middle of April, my friend Julia had her birthday party, and let me tell you, it was the coolest birthday party I have ever been to. Julia wants to be a detective, so the party was a Murder Mystery Party. Everyone got a character, and had to act like them the entire night. My character was Yune A. Varsity, a poor college student. It was really fun! On April 18, I turned 15!!!! Yay! In the beginning of May, I got a job!!!! Yay! I'm super excited! Not only because, I can finally start saving up for stuff, but because I actually have a responsibility now. And I love it too! Im actually working at a farmers market in New Castle, Delaware. So anyway, since I know you guys are DYING to know what I'm saving up for, the list will be at the end of this post. This weekend (tomorrow) My family, and our other really close friends, are all going camping up at Raystown Lake. Should be fun! I will take lots of pictures and will put them in a post when we get back. {Dreams/What I'm Saving Up For} ~MacBook Pro to edit pictures and stuff. ~iPhone. I need to get rid of my crappy phone that doesn't work. :P ~Canon 5d Mark ii ~Trip to Europe!!!!

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Random Pictures......

Some of these are totally random pictures I took for fun, and others are pictures that I took in Colorado this past summer....

Saturday, December 29, 2012


These were actually taken before Christmas, but they are Christmasy pictures so those still count.... right?

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Miller Family Pictures

I recently took pictures of my friends the Millers. They are an amazing family that have been through so much. They are such a strong family. If you personally know them, then you know how strong they are. There are 8 people in their family, Kristi, Paul (the parents), then the older twins Aidan and Caleigh, then Julia, and then the other twins Jeremiah and Gage (Gage wasnt able to be there that day, so he isnt in these pictures. ) and last but not least, Eve. The three youngest are adopted and incredibly adorable. I am so thankful that I had the opportunity to take pictures of them. There might be a lot of pictures because I had so many favorites. We took the pictures at Rockford Plantation in Lancaster.